Tears welled in Paco's eyes. "No. Paco was bad. Paco was bad! Paco strangled little girls in playground. She was bad. Paco bad" she began to shake full of fear and confusion. "Paco deserved to die!" The voices in her head speaking for her. She was too frightened to say it herself "Paco was bad!"
Leds now knew how she felt. "<span style='color:orange'>Did the girls deserve it, did they insyult Paco? Did they hurt Paco in any way? Were they terrible to Paco?</span>" she asked, trying to help her a little. Although it wasn't working good, her methods were failing. She might have reasons for what she did, but wasn't helpful in any other way. <span style='width:100%;font-weight:bold; font-size:10px'>Out of Character</span> <table class='ooc'><tr><td>sorry so short</td></tr></table>
Paco's cheeks where stained with tears as she looked away. Still her own thoughts where unable to speak, so the voices took over her mouth once more. "They did nothing. They just....were....so pretty and loved. Paco was jealous of them. Paco wanted to be them! But she couldnt. So Paco made sure there was no one she could be jealous of." she whimpered and turned away, crying. "Paco desevres nothing! And Paco knows it! Paco is afraid. Paco wanted love... she tried to get it from you, but you did not love Paco. So Paco hides!"
Oh, geez Leds, look what you did now. Her mind scolded her, you made her cry even worse. She sighed, this just got harder. "<span style='color:orange'>Well, Paco had a good reason if thats what she wanted to do, if not...well....</span>" her voice broke off, no more crying, she wanted no more crying. This girl obviously had mental problems, and that didn't help matters any.
Paco just sat there crying heavly. "Bad Paco" sh efrowned and looked at the takula before her "I feel bad.... I just...have had....problems" she said herself. "This crave to eat people...it subsides the anger forawhile."
That reminded her of something "<span style='color:orange'>Well I do have the tail of a takula who we killed.</span>" She pulled out a golden takula tail that was about 6 or 7 feet long. she placed it next to Paco, "<span style='color:orange'>I understand how you feel, in a way, diferent then you, but I know what you mean.</span>" She sat and looked at the cryingheap, she felt so bad for her.
She nodded the whimpers stopped but there was a small sniffle. "Are you afraid of me?" she said looking at the tail laid next to her. "Everyone is, even they didnt know about my eating habits"
She shrugged, "<span style='color:orange'>I was...at first, not really anymore though. Though, you might want to take a bath to get that smell off you, it would make you seem more 'dragon friendly even if you had bad intentions for then.</span>" She was kinda thinking about something at the moment, she was drawing shapes in the drit and they were forming circles, shapes, and the noble oval.
"I dont have a place to bathe" she said suddenly, looking at her. She wiped away her tears. "I dont have a home" ooc: ewww...short
"<span style='color:orange'>Well you don't need a home to find a river. People at home cause more pain though, why have one?</span>" she said, remembering how many caused her problems. She sat and looked at her shapes, they had formed a small map of the vivuli, she was shocked at how prcise it was. "<span style='color:orange'>Personally homes are worse than brain rot, they just don't cut it sometimes, just time wasters.</span>"
"But it gets soo cold sometimes..." she shivered because tonight was getting a little chilly and all she had was an old raggidty coat from the army. "I wish i had a home...." she frowned. "Or someplace to go..."
