Matt frowned heavily, his forehead creasing into a mass of wrinkly furrows as he pondered why she was being so up tight. After all she had wanted this and now she was acting like the opposite, still he wasnÂ’t going to allowed himself to get angry. It was a hard thing to deal with and it wasnÂ’t fare for him to be temperamental. However he would offer her a way out if she found this too much to cope. He stopped the massage which seemed to be doing f all good for her and just hugged her tightly before just resting with her. "You donÂ’t have to do this babe, if its too much I understand." He said in the most empathetic way he could manage. He didnÂ’t want this to be anymore of a burden for her, he didnÂ’t want her to suffer because of his condition and it tore him apart to see her like this. A deep, unsettling pain that rattled him on the inside yet he pulled himself together and hid it from her best he could.
<span style='color:green'>"Sorry I'm being so complicated, I just don't want you to think I'm being overprotective or something. I might be just that, but I just don't want to lose you because of my flaws."</span> Jade managed to string together some words that hopefully made sense this time. <span style='color:green'>"You only have to do this if you really want to. There isn't any obligation." </span> It would still kill her knowing he was out and about, being some chaotic 'dragon and Jade simply watching from the distance. It wasn't what she wanted, but she would let him decide whether or not he wanted her to be there. She would completely understand if he didn't want her to see him like that, hell, she wouldn't be able to relive her own embarrassing past if Matt was there to watch it all. Matt just meant so much to her, and if she were to lose him her world would collapse. If she could choose her fate, it would be a pair of graying 'dragons sitting in rocking chairs, their clocks slowly running out. The femme would be holding on to the male's hand before their last breaths escaped their lips.
Matt looked at her with a soft smile, his head half tilted to the side. He sort of understood now why she was so nervous and tense, he was too although he was trying his best not to let it show. He somewhat grinned just before hugging her very tightly with his hands wrapped around her, nuzzling into her should and never wanting to let go. He did however and slowly eased back yet one arm still moving up and down hers, trying to comfort her again. "Babe its k, I cant imagine how hard this must be for you. But IÂ’m kewl with you seeing me just so long as your going to be safe. All im trying to say is it wont be a great sight." He said as he stoked her am still, although he stopped and looked into both her orb like eyes. "Just remember though babe you will never lose me, in my eyes you have no flaws" He said before he gave her a gentle kiss on her forehead. "I love you way too much Jade, you and me are going to be together forever and nothing in this word or the next can change that." He said giving her a a loving look. She meant more than just the world to him, she was his world. His life revolved around her and he only existed to make her happy, she was his life.
Jade crawled into Matt's arms, hiding in his embrace from all her doubts and fears. The only thoughts in her mind were of how much she loved him and how much appreciated ever meeting him. She subtly leaned her head towards him and gently kissed his lips and pulled back. She did it twice before locking them there. Her hands slowly slid up his chest, one hand moving to hold the back of his neck while the other cupped the side of his face. Getting into the moment, her eyes closed, it didn't really matter if she saw him with her eyes because she always had a perfect picture of him in her head. Even with closed ‘lids that perfect face always appeared to her. Slowly her lips parted with his and gently trailed away and down his neck. <span style='color:green'>"I love you."</span> She whispered the words quietly before lightly kissing his neck. All she could do at that point was thank fate for bringing them together. And thank fate for giving her the best 'dragon she could ever ask for.
Matt's breathing rapidly quickened as their passionate kisses deepening every more, the feel of her soft, warms lips on his was such a simple yet divine pleasure. His hands squeezed her very affectionately as they slid down to her waist, covering ever curve of her beautiful, god like body. He was about to complain though when she broke the kiss yet it was swiftly replaced by a soft murmur, the feel of her lips kissing down his neck was heaven. " I love you too babe, always and forever." he said as he combed through her hair with his hands before nibbling on her ear slightly. He loved the feel of her, the look of her, the way she moved, the way she looked at him. Yet most of all he loved the kindness of her soul that he saw every time he looked into her sweet eyes. He loved her more than he loved life, in fact she was life.
Jade nibbled lightly on his neck, sucking at random spots to see if he would squirm. She knew she was extra sensitive there, even though she liked it she would still wiggle on the spot. Pulling back somewhat, she moved and kissed his lips and then quickly averted down his neck to the collar of his shirt. Her gaze traveled up and down his chest before actually pulling herself off of him. Without thinking much of it, she stood up flashed Matt a seductive grin and alluring brought her hands down to the bottom of her shirt. The way down her body, her fingers made sure to touch every one of her curves, lightly drumming her fingers as she went along. Teasingly she brought the sweatshirt up over her head and threw it casually next to Matt. All she had underneath was navy blue bra and her bare fur. She didn't think much of what she was doing, but simply grabbed Matt's hand and pulled him towards their bedroom. The next events were free to whatever they so desired or their creative minds think of.
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