I'm just so sorry. About not showing my face here, without a word, without a warning I disappeared. I know I shouldn't have. But I just couldn't. I have had a terrible couple months. That have led me to feel so sad. So dead. I knew I couldn't rp because of it. I just couldn't be in character even if I tried. I'll tell you why. Why I couldn't appear. Why I feel so down. Two of my best friends died. In a car crash in Europe. God knows why. Why it had to be them. But it was. I was friends with them for almost eight years. And now they are gone. From me. Forever. After the funeral I was hit terribly by it. And felt like joining them. Seeing them again. But a few things kept me going a few friends came to help. I owe them so much. I have been trying to stay myself. Be myself. It's taking so long. But I am alive. I hope to return as myself as my characters. And be the Fey you guys loved. I will be on msn though may not reply. *hugs* And Enalska, Jynx, Darkeyeddragon and anyone else I owe rp replies to. I'm sorry I vanished without a word. *Hugs all* Fey out.