Timestamp: Day 45 Tessera (Autumn), 81379 Location: Tyn Tyns apartment Time of Day: 5pm Character: Chzyuak Clothing: Red Vneck halter top, black skirt, and a pair of tall black boots Chzyuak nervously walked up to Tyn Tyn's apartment. She stops and takes a deep breath before she knocks on the door. She has thought about this over and over, and realizes that if she is going to go through with it, this is the time. She gently knocks on the door, and waits for him to answer. She could just let herself in but, figures she will wait to see, if he is home first.
Tyn was eating a meal of toasted waffles in his little kitchen when a soft knock came at the door....raising a brow he was surprised anyone came at all to the delapted outside of the little apartment. The inside was nice now...but outside could use some work. He stood opening the door and seeing the tiny form of his girlfriend, Chzyuak. "hey" he smiled warmly down at her...the usual hair covering up one of his eyes
Chzyuak smiled. "Hi Tyn I hope you don't mind me showing up, without calling first." She walked inside, and looked around. The inside of his apartment was looking much better, then it had before. She turned and looked at him, and gently pushed the hair, that was covering one of his eyes, out of his face. She leaned in close to him and kissed him. She looked at him, enjoying the color of his eyes.
He kissed her back, pressing a hand on the side of her face. "My door is always open to you" he looked at her. "So...whats up?"
Chzyuak smiled. She carefully thought about what she wanted to say before, she actuallly said it. She walked over to the couch, and sat on the arm of it, giving him an inviting look. She took a deep breath. "Tyn, I have been thinking alot lately. I have come to the realization, that I want to be with you." She watched him, and waited for his response. She had no idea how, he would respond but, had this feeling that things were going to get somewhat messy.
He sat down with a confused look, right next to her. "Be with me how? like move in?" he watched her carefully. he wasnt sure exactly what she ment...but...he got this wierd sensation down his neck. It was odd the way she looked at him. He didnt know what to say. "What do me mean..."
Chzyuak smiled and leaned in close. She spoke quietly,"I want to be more than what we are, know." She ran a hand gently down the front of his shirt, unbuttoning the buttons as she went.
He gulped...not knowing what to do. This was....new.....Looking up at her, he didnt say anything..just looked into her eyes silently...he loved her..but something didnt feel right to him. Slowly his hand came up and lightly wrapped around her wrist, pushing her hand away softly. "Im sorry....."he said softly, looking away.
She pulled her hand away, and looked down at her lap. She felt confused. She stood up, and hopped down off the couch, and walked over to a window. She asked, in a quiet voice,"Have I done something wrong?" She stared out the window trying to ignore, her inner heat, which was boiling inside her.
"No...nothing wrong...i just dont feel right...about that...." still looking away, his voice as soft as hers. "Are you completely sure your ready?" an eye turned back towards her..she was tiny...could she handle what pain he could cause her? The peice of hair trailed back down covering his eye and he sighed.
She turned and looked at him. "I thought I was ready but, maybe I'm not." She gives a soft smile. "I think I should leave, and think all of this over." She walks over and kisses him on the cheek, turns and walks back to the door. "I will talk to you later...." She opens the door, and stares outside.
He looked up at her "You dont have to go.... I want to talk about this.." his eyes watched her, nervously..maybe...he should give himself to her....he wasnt sure. "Please..."
She pauses and closes the door. She turned and walked back over to the couch, and sat down next to him. She wipes a tear away, and looks at him. "Alright, I won't leave. I just am not sure, of what to say or do at this moment."
Slowly he took her into an embrace and held her against his chest "I know....I dont know either....i...just worry about you...." it wasnt just that "Plus...i just dont know if im ready.."he looked down at her. "I dont want to hurt you...your so small....i dont want to injure you..."
She allowed herself to be pulled against him. She looked up at him. "It is ok, I understand. I don't think I really thought all this through." She snuggled up a little closer. "You are really sweet. I don't think anyone else would be concerned, with such things." She looked up at him again, smiling with twinkling eyes.
He kissed her softly on the lips, bit tounge just lightly licking herlips as he does so. "Its alright...maybe we should try to study about it...find some books about Fey and other breed intercourse...or something" he rubbed her cheek lightly with his hand. "I love you so much...I dont want to hurt you just because you want to give yourself to me"
He smiled back leaning in close. "I dont know..maybe adult book stores...or...we can ask a doctor...he may know....." he held her close, loving her...hes glad they are able to talk this over...he didnt want to risk hurting her at all.
She smiled and curled up against him. "I don't know about a doctor but, finding a book sounds like a good idea."
He nodded with a soft smile and continued to hold her till he fell asleep into a nap on the couch, content that she would not be harmed and they wouldnt do something stupid... end
