Tria, 42, 81379 P- For Madgirl and I. We might bring in someone possibly later. Joey sniffled silently as she walked down the dormitory hallway to.....her loves room. He forbidden love. Today is not a good day. Not a good day at all. A few weeks ago in the very dorm she is going to now.... she made love to the most wonderful man for her very first time... but she didnt think of what could happen. She was pregnant. She stopped infront of the door. Her stomach just barely begining to round out. She clutched it though...nervously....seems like allot of girls do that... She slowly took her hand up to the door...and knocked.
Kjetta was sitting at his desk in the corner of the room, sat in dim lighting as he marked through some Advanced Ramathian essays. His pen was making a soft clicking noise as it touched the paper. In the background, there was a soft solo violin piece playing a mournful tune being played on his CD player. His dark hand reached out to take hold of the mug on the desk, only half full with luke-warm coffee. He grimaced as he didn't like cold coffee at all- it had to be piping hot- but drank some anyway. He needed to stay awake. He put one marked paper on another pile and picked up yet another. He was only about halfway, which meant he still had about 15 to go. And times that by 6000 words in Ramathian on the topic of what he'd taught them on the Rapine, he was obviously finding it tedious. He paused for a moment, and stretched, his half open button-up navy shirt riding up a little to reveal his perfect abs from all the working out he does. Kjetta's toes stuck out from the dark jeans he was wearing as he stretched with a loud yawn. He smacked his lips for a moment before taking another sip of his coldish coffee (complete with a grimace) and settled back down to mark again. He'd only got a quarter down the first page when he heard a soft tapping at the door. He didn't look up and just called out to whoever was there. Enter. It's open
Joey slowly opened the door and closed it behind her after slipping inside almost silently. She sat down on the couch and looked at him..sucking up her fears abit..deciding not to tell him...atleast not right away. She looked at him and said a soft "hey" resting her head on her hand, looking at him. She wanted to tell him right now..and so bad..she gulped with fear...but she held it back a little bit..she rubbed her stomach lightly...not sure on what to really do. Inside that child was growing. She looked down for a moment and put on a fake smile and looked back at him.
Kjetta kept on writing, even though he heard the door open and close again. It was an unwritten rule that if a professor was at his desk writing, the "disturber" was to wait until the professor was ready. Kjetta therefore assumed it was a random student and not Joey sitting on his couch. He kept going until he reached a suitable point in the paper that he could stop at and not get confused. He then stretched again and clicked his neck, grumbling to himself. It was only then that he turned around to see Joey sitting on his couch. He smiled warmly at her but his face turned to one of confusion. Something was wrong. Kjetta could see it in her eyes. He got up and moved to sit beside her before taking her in a hug. Hey beautiful He whispered before nibbling on her ear. She'd talk to him when she was ready...
As soon as she was taken into his arms she began to cry...the forced smile was gone and tears stream down her cheeks. She looked at him. "Kjetta....I....I...." she gulped and stuttered but it would come out..it was like that baby was tugging at her vocal chords.
Her crying worried him and he pulled her closer against his warm body protectively. His brown eyes looked at her full of concern as he reached over and grabbed some tissues and used one to blot her face where the tears fell down. It's all right Joey.... Whatever is the matter? He kissed her forehead gently before touching it with his own, peering into her eyes
"Im-Im-Im-Im p-p-pregnant" she said nervously. She pulled away slowly..looking at her feet. "Im sorry...." she gulped down more tears, a few still dripping down her face..but she managed to stop the flow. "Im so sorry..."
The words hit him like a punch in the face and they ran round in his head as he tried to understand. Kjetta losened his grip on her as she pulled away and he just sat there quiet for a minute. He had to think. He rubbed his forehead with one hand, feeling a headache already. He swallowed quietly and turned back to look at her crying. He softly took her hand in his and squeezed it. You're...? With my..? He blinked and bit his lip. This is a serious problem that he hadn't thought of. Yes, he did want kids, but not like this.. Don't be sorry.. Part of the blame is my own... He said more himself as he pulled her in an embrace again. So... What do you want to do? I'll stand by whatever you decide is best for you.. He said after a pause.
"I want to keep it...i guess...." she held his hand tightly as she snuggled into him. "And i want to stay with you...." sniffled. "But we have to figure out some things if we are keeping it...." she moved closer till she was completely held by him. "I love you...you are my life Kjetta..."
Kjetta let her words enter his brain as he remained silent. He had to think. He kept hold of her and kissed the top of Joey's head gently. His mind was running a marathon at a sprinter's pace. What should he do? Are you sure you want to keep it? How.. How long have you know? He didn't want to sound rude, it's just he needed more time to think. He wanted more information. He didn't know what to do..
She sniffled in his arms and looked up at him "I dont know..i think i would want too...do you not want me to?.......Ive known for about a week.." She wasnt sure if she would want to just give it away. But could she care for it? She needed time....but then it popped into her mind...she was adopted..her mother was not ready for her and gave her up....she was about the same age too... She looked into Kjetta's eyes "What do you think i should do?"
It pained him deeply how she asked him what she should do. He didn't know. He personally couldn't really be a father right now. He wasn't ready. And besides, if another member of staff found out, he'd be in deep trouble. He'd be out of a home and job with no where at all to go. It was a bit of a selfish thought, he realised that, but his job meant so much to him. But so did Joey. I want you to do what you believe is best for you. Are you really ready to have a pup?... And... What could the consequences be? Kjetta's brown eyes glittered sadly in the light. He turned his head from her. She had to make this descision. But he'd stand by her, no matter what.
"I dont know.... but...." she sighed "I dont want to risk your job either...." she sniffled and buried her head in his chest. " We are in the worst posistion....but...maybe i can stop going to school....you can keep your job...i will take care of the child..if i keep him...."
Kjetta hugged her tightly, his head gently resting on top of hers as she snuggled into his chest. He sighed. You can't stop going to school. You need to stay at school, otherwise you'll have no hope in the future... And how could you support a pup? He felt like he sounded rude and damning like how a parent would be to their kid in this situation. I don't mean to sound rude Joey. If that came out like it did..
It was there she relised..she would never be able to care for it..she would have to give it up..just like she was given away...but for some reason she didnt want to..but she had to... "Alright....I-I-I-I....w-ill give it u-u-u-p" She began to cry and burried her head deeper into his pelt. These tears seemed worse than any time before. She just didnt want to let it just go. Her heart felt suken and strange.
Kjetta started sobbing quietly as he held her and they cried together. He didn't want to get rid of it either. But then a thought came into his head.. Joey... Do you know of anyone who could look after him/her? Like an aunt or someone? I would offer my family.. Except they're all dead The last bit he said with a slight bitterness, but this offered a little bit of hope..
"Only my mother...but she lives in in Dhruiv......I can try to get her here.." she choked out with a whimper. She looked up at him "What am i going to say when people start asking questions?"
Kjetta nodded regarding what she said about her mother. Her mum'd find out sooner or later about it. His brown eyes closed, trying to hold back the tears a bit. I don't know Joey. I really don't know.
"I dont want to bring my mother here...shes going to be angry...." she closed her eyes again "Because she knows i would be the last one to be so...stupid....atleast she knew...." she looked back up at him. "I was adopted......my birth mother was the same age as i was...."
Kjetta nuzzled her with his nose on the very top of her head gently. His hands still held onto her very protectively as his nose breathed in her gentle soft, familiar scent. Joey, she'll find out. As soon as the Acadamy realises you're pregnant, they'll contact your mum...
